Lawrence Alma Tadema - In a Rose Garden
Last solar week was about evaluation, social caution and selectivity that can lead to peace and the recognition what makes sense, especially when it comes to the right relationships. It kept people stuck in the past, or it lead us to embrace change, metamorphosis and transition into a future that can be built upon a solid foundation.
This solar week is about finding the right behavior and self-love through integrating our extremes. It is about breaking out of homogenization into our own pattern and path towards purpose.
It is about self-love and behavior and invites us to move further away from self-hatred. It's impossible to love what we might try to be, but what we are not. When we know who we are and when we modestly can accept our quirks and deviation from the standard, then we can behave as ourselves (as opposed to acting from who we are not and then regretting it). Through that we can see the beauty of what we are as a part of the totality, which leads to a deep self-love and a love of being in the world and being part of life.
20 December 2019 11:05 UTC: Beginning of the new solar week in gate 10 ䷉ (Sagittarius) – channel of rhythm (5.6 Mercury-15.1 Earth)
Louis Comfort Tiffany
Not quite there yet, be patient. The deep depression - or healing through understanding the need for restraint and patiently working with what we are given
- 21 December 2019 11:14 UTC: Venus in 220.127.116.11 ䷻ (Aquarius) sextile Chiron in 18.104.22.168 ䷘ (Aries)
Facing limitations, especially in regards to survival, and having difficulty to see or find the right and truly authentic steps to overcome them. Only through accepting these limitations can they be worked with and overcome. Denying reality won't help in successfully working with what we have been given. Being absent and checked out won't help to recognize the right solutions either, once they arrive.
These can be very dark and deeply depressive times and they are so for many who feel stuck. But they don't necessarily have to be, dependent on the issue. Oftentimes, understanding can lift a lot of the pressure.
You can heal others through helping them to understand, through helping them to find acceptance and through giving them survival strategies that can lead them through life more safely and with less resistance, beginning with inner authority → [Find out your aura type and inner authority here]
Productive: Accepting limitations as a step towards something greater and finding joy in the process and in anticipation. Accepting limitations until they can be transcended. Looking for authentic opportunities only. Doing no half-hearted mind-based things out of impatience. Calling back to memory: globally we are in transition. We are in a time of endings and letting go. The energy of a massive structural reset and huge new beginnings will be there from January onward. Everything has its proper timing. Understanding frees the mind.
Envy and expectations or focusing on making the best of what we have got for ourselves. Risking necessary Conflict and Relationship Clashes for Truth instead of bogging down
- 22 December 2019 04:19 UTC: Sun enters Capricorn in 10.2.6.2 ䷉
22 December 2019 13:30 UTC: Venus in 22.214.171.124 ䷨ (Aquarius) square Uranus in 126.96.36.199 ䷚ (Taurus)
22 December 2019 14:32 UTC: Mars in 188.8.131.52 ䷪ (Scorpio) sextile Pluto in 184.108.40.206 ䷼ (Capricorn)
Problematic: Emotionally charged envy. Focusing our energy onto the wrong things that are either a distraction from what truly matters or that cannot ever lead to success, and then feeling sorry for ourselves. Getting lost in desires and passion instead of doing what is necessary. Not letting oneself be convinced otherwise. Ignoring good advice or giving/receiving shallow advice that doesn't solve the problem.
Productive: Being unconcerned by other people's envy and misplaced focus and recognizing that that is not our issue. Yet recognizing envy as such and gaining enough distance and a focus that is productive for ourselves. Learning about self-expression, communication and how things manifest. Making the best of what we have got and working towards what we wish to have or experience with determination and passion. Learning to focus and channel our energy properly into what is important to us. Reasonably caring for ourselves first when resources are limited. Learning to take care of ourselves first and to focus on our big dream instead of wasting our energy or fantasy on thousands of other things. Rejection should not be feared. The right relationships will survive that and even find stability through individual freedom and truthfulness. The right relationships will transform. The wrong relationships will break and they will stop to limit us and stop to hold us back from living our true potential and the life that calls us.
Some will get us and some won't. Understanding that can bring acceptance and forgiveness. Not everyone can understand where we are heading, not everyone can give good advice out of proper motivation and not everyone can recognize solid advice as such. Sometimes people simply have to go through their experience and find out on their own. Others might be deeply thankful for what we have to say, or we might be deeply thankful for their insights and solutions.
Survival and career opportunities. Struggling with patience and blind opportunism, or waiting for the right time where the right changes can take place
- 23 December 2019 15:16 UTC: Sun in 10.4.3.5▽ ䷉ (Capricorn) square Chiron in 220.127.116.11 ䷘ (Aries)
Problematic: Blindly following others and investing into the wrong (survival-/career-)opportunities out of mental reasoning against one's inner knowing. Reasoning our way into doing something that is not meant for us and that might even hurt our survival instead of supporting it. Trying to manifest all the wrong things that don't support our actual life path and purpose, either when these things don't work like we thought they should, or when they take away our energy from and what is truly important for us and endanger our main quest.
Productive: Committing only to what is correct and taking only the right opportunities that we truly have the energy available for and can carry through. Taking authentic opportunities in case they might arise and feel correct, but forcing nothing and simply waiting for the right opportunity where things can change and/or where we can act differently. When someone will quit military service soon, but at this point in time they are still in service, what they can do and how they can behave right in this moment will be limited. When someone has been traumatized by their experiences while being in service, they can't just change certain trauma and survival responses right in the moment, it takes time and the right opportunity. Thinking of it though, this transit and the similar transits early this month can be an exposure therapy transit. In certain stages of healing it can be helpful to imagine a triggering situation while being in a very safe environment and to feel the trigger in order to let it go and to be less triggered each time. Doing that one slowly moves back to innocence and slowly the spirit is being healed.
Sir Edwin Landseer - Monarch
The Heresy of caring for oneself first. Overcoming people pleasing and finding Independence
- 24 December 2019 21:43 UTC: Sun in 10.5.5.6 ䷉ (Capricorn) trine Uranus in 18.104.22.168 ䷚ (Taurus)
Problematic: Envy and self-absorbed actions that might backfire, stemming from wanting to have what others have. Blaming others for taking good care of themselves, for defending their energy (potentially against inauthentic “opportunities”) and for not fulfilling our expectations.
Productive: The heresy of having a healthy level of selfishness instead of caring for everyone else. Challenging the Mother Teresa syndrome / savior syndrome, which is especially prevalent in the spiritual community. Recognizing that we can have a much more widespread and reliable impact on society if we are practical and get our own stability in place first. Only by caring for ourselves first can we then care for others where it makes sense or where we want to. Being a visionary, taking a leap of faith and caring about our purpose first although we might be blamed by others. Investing into ourselves and into our own unique life path first.
The next week is about joy, vitality, service and the drive to invest into the right projects after proper assessment.