Hey there, I was so busy with thinking through new insights and work (analyses), that I totally forgot about the reports, the transits and that there was a new moon! Which means that this week's report is late, we are already through the first two days of the week. On the very first day of this week there was a new moon that started us off into a new monthly cycle.
This week we receive the vision, followed by the insights of last week. The direction for 2019 is being imprinted upon us, often times this might bring some sort of reorientation. Some might now be receptive to what before they weren't, or it might just be about seeing the way and preparing manifestation. Yet, new beginnings could easily be thwarted through over-assertiveness or through attracting people who are opposing it. The coming two weeks will be about working towards security and not risking one's foundation - the themes of the coming full moon are security and acknowledging the contribution of others.
Grace is dawning on the masculine archetype (22 Neptune-12 Mars) sporadically and brings a system reset. This effects the Solar Plex. The feminine archetype is wrapping up old cycles, growing and moving towards new ones (Venus 42-North Node 53).
Since a few days, possessive yearning has been a global theme in dream space. If this has knocked on your door and put you back into old patterns of being overly controlling and sticky in intimacy, that you thought you had already overcome, don't take it personal. It's not you, it's the transits. Many of these things might actually come up in order to be cleaned, because this week brings sudden resets and cleaning of collective and personal wounds and shadows. It can make people go from unaware and bitchy to sociable and kind. Basically, it can suddenly eradicate a lot of shadow patterns and bring misaligned people into alignment. Grace can dawn on all of us, but especially men and people who carry a big chunk of masculine energy are a focus. Planet earth will have a lot less of drama queens after this week. Not necessarily in percentages, but in numbers.
The dream transit don't necessarily have to bring the shadow energy of that possessive yearning, though. It really matters the awareness frequency you vibe at. It can also simply be nurturing. As you might know I have a history with future telling dreams, receiving messages for people in dreams or meeting people in dream state. It is super interesting and exciting for learning about the mechanics, although sometimes it triggers paranoia about the social backlash in me when I communicate it, even if it's fun to poke people a bit. However, I had someone visit in dream space yesterday, while a short 1-2 hour-long moon transit brought the drive to find more hidden information. They seemed to be looking for secret knowledge, yearning to possess more in that regard, and in return I received some helpful feedback and advice, too. That's the healthy side of those dream transits.
Which leads me to the next point: this is a week of experiencing a lot of progress through social interaction and through integrating with the right people.
3 May 2019 23:43 UTC: Beginning of the new week (gate 2) – channel of maturation (Mercury 42-53 North Node)
Mutually Beneficial Cooperating with People who are Ahead of us and Complement us
- 4 May 2019 22:45 UTC: NEW MOON in 126.96.36.199 (Taurus) trine Saturn R in 54.6.5^ and South Node in 188.8.131.52; Mercury in 3.1.3v; Channel of Openness: Mars in 12.1-Neptune in 22.2 // 1/4 Cross of the Sphinx
(Black Moon Lilith of the previous full moon: 30.5.1 (Aquarius)
(Black Moon Lilith of THIS new moon: 55.1.1 (Pisces)
(Black Moon Lilith of this coming full moon: 55.2.4 (Pisces)
The Sun is in the gate of the driver
Seeing the way towards greater harmony, but not being able to force the timing.
The big theme of either acceptance or rejection and denial is to cooperate with powerful forces from who we can learn, even if it is challenging. Cooperating with people who are ahead of us in some regard can be difficult at times. It requires us to rethink some concepts we have and to leave certain patterns behind, so that we can move towards greater harmony. The vision and the higher direction is to cooperate with people, who are further along the way in one regard or another, with who we can learn, grow and find (the right) spirit. At the same time, this can't be relationships based on one-sided charity. One party has what the other doesn't – and vice versa. Maybe one has biological/chemical/health knowledge and the other has hidden knowledge, that can be synthesized. Maybe one has funding and the other one has a very solid concept and vision. Maybe one has the practical skills and the other has the ideas and design concepts. Maybe one can bring spiritual expansion and mystic initiation, while the other can bring practical wordly expansion. On the purely mundane level, one might have a shipping company, while the other has a manufacturing company. The path opens up to cooperate with people who can further our process and whose process we can further.
This is part of the vision that we are moving towards to.
The difficulty with this moon cycle is to accept that progress can't be forced neither in regards to decisions, nor in regards to understanding and implementation. Divine timing doesn't bother about our impatience. Things likely will take time to unfold and to get clearer.
The feminine energy is adapting to potential shock or unexpected initiation and challenges that she might be facing. Ideally she is spontaneous enough to creates opportunities. In the shadow she withdraws. The main takeaway for you is: if something unexpected has happened or is going to happen to you, you really need to trust your inner knowing and create opportunities, no matter how weird and absurd it seems to be to do that. You might not want to just get stuck in withdrawal and standstill, that's already where the masculine energy is:
Understanding and Overcoming Self-Repression, Investigating in Aloneness or Cutting off Relationships due to Thinking one Knows it all
- 5 May 2019 12:28 UTC: Mars in 184.108.40.206 (Gemini) waxing quincunx to Pluto R in 220.127.116.11 (Capricorn)
5 May 2019 21:57 UTC: Mars in 18.104.22.168 (Gemini) opposite Jupiter R in 22.214.171.124 (Sagittarius)
Standstill, self-containment and non-action in order to contemplate and to wait for the right mood and timing to be social. Again: divine timing can't be forced and it might take A LOT to overcome that paralysis and to come out of standstill. By the end of the week the social withdrawal might end for many.
Especially, this is going to be inaction in order to investigate ideas and concepts in aloneness, and that investigation might be a bit challenging.
For most of the collective, though, it might be absurd standstill and total withdrawal from social contact because they insist on their opinions and on knowing it best. They might not recognize the serendipity of a possibility for expanding knowledge and truth together with others. They might simply refuse to listen and exit relationships that challenged them in their perspective.
This is also about overcoming the standstill that might have been caused by holding back one's own desires and repressing one's inner truth - through exploring these patterns. People who didn't feel worthy enough or who denied themselves pleasure and emotional fulfillment can slowly start to open up under these transits through recognizing their own desires and through recognizing that they have a right to be emotionally fulfilled.
New Beginnings Through Adapting to Challenges
- 6 May 2019 18:10 UTC: Venus in 126.96.36.199 (Aries) square North Node in 188.8.131.52 (Cancer)
Moving towards new beginnings through instinctively adapting to shock, or having new beginnings thwarted by losing vigilance and being overrun and destabilized by the shock.
6 May 2019 18:24 UTC: Mercury enters Taurus in 184.108.40.206 (Aries)
Another kthxbye transit – the Feminine Energy Distancing Herself
- 7 May 2019 13:26 UTC: Venus in 220.127.116.11 (Aries) square Saturn R in 18.104.22.168^ (Capricorn)
The current energies are all about balancing out caring in relationships. So if someone felt taken advantage off, they are cutting cords and separating themselves from the situation or relationship, especially the feminine energies. “no more of that bullshit”
Understanding the need for self-sufficiency or Nurturing Others with Innovative Concepts
- 8 May 2019 14:22 UTC: Mercury conjunct Uranus in 22.214.171.124 in (Taurus)
I see this one go two ways: for those who separated and distanced themselves from imbalanced relationships, this brings the recognition that in order to be able to give we first must have. This can make us understand and enforce healthy boundaries.
It also can play out as caring and nurturing expressed through sharing innovative ideas and progressive insights with others, that can bring about a greater sense of direction and vision.
Being Selectively Open Only to the Really Big Vision that can Bring Mutation and Change the Game
- 9 May 2019 2:52 UTC: Sun in 126.96.36.199 (Taurus) sextile Neptune in 188.8.131.52 (Pisces)
Being narrow yet open in what we are willing to listen to. Not being interested in any kind of new direction and vision, but waiting and hoping for the big thing. Being open to listen in order to evaluate if it might be the big thing.
Neptune veils the vision and direction if we try to grasp it mentally. In that case none of it might make sense logically. Through trusting and following our inner authority though, things might be or become very clear.
There is a tendency to irrationally stop and withdraw, rather than to take the social opportunity for grow and potentially finding something really worthwhile.
Masculine Reaching Out, Feminine Being on Guard due to past Mistakes – or Turning Mistakes into Advantages
- 9 May 2019 16:55 UTC: Venus in 184.108.40.206v (Aries) trine Jupiter in 220.127.116.11 (Sagittarius)
9 May 2019 17:20 UTC: Venus in 18.104.22.168v (Aries) square Pluto in 22.214.171.124 (Capricorn)
The feminine energy possibly being distanced and on guard, is now being pessimistic about the future due to past mistakes. She might be afraid that history will repeat itself, be it betrayal, one-sided nurturing, etc. Many might expect that things wont work and become moody and overly cautious over it. Yet, if we learnt the lesson, we won't repeat the same mistakes again.
Next week will be about tolerance and expressing oneself after having thought things through.
P.S.: I'm running out of new pictures. Would you miss the pictures in the reports?
I'm currently trying to work myself free to work on the website code, but looking for new public domain paintings is not a focus. I might just use my collection of vintage photos instead, even if it doesn't fit the thematic, but it might lighten it up a bit?
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